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Lynn is Frus~

Thu, 22 May 2008 15:18:10 GMT

Suddenly tons of simple and elementary (some stupid) questions flood my head, those that I have no answers for..

1. Do I like really pink and chocolate? Or I just put that in my mind, because that is what a girl should like?

2. Why do I blog? Passion or because everyone is doing it?

3. That goes for Facebook and Friendster.. Why do I join them?

4. Do I really need a speaker? (Though it DOES sounds way better than my laptop speaker)

5. Why is 24 hours not enough for me?

6. Am I emo? And why? Or again, influenced by people?

7. Why the hell do I love emo songs?

8. What do I do in my spare time? (this is so funny, coz someone asked me this recently and I was speechless) What is my life besides studying?

9. Am I heading to where I wanna go? Wait.. Do I even know where I wanna head? Honestly, near future (eg next week) have scared me enough, I don't dare to think about let's say in 5 years time, where shall I be..

10. Why am I thinking of all these stuff when I have exams around the corner? Why can't I focus on my studies? Is this not what I really want from the bottom of my heart?

God it's tough figuring Lynn out.. Guess this is what life is about..

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Wed, 14 May 2008 15:03:24 GMT

Been super busy these days, mood going way high and way low... But you made my day..

Monday, April 28, 2008

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 14:11:48 GMT

Sudden need for sweet things..

And a very pathetic way of satisfying my cravings at 1am - honey water.. Only sweet thing in the house...

Another thing I need right now.. Songs that I can study with.. Any ideas?

Stagnant

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 08:28:32 GMT

Mariah Carey Lyrics
I Stay In Love Lyrics

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 15:51:10 GMT

Is IT wrong?

Well the fact that I've been hiding it means I am scared of the what people may think of me.

It is definately not good for me, I know, either way, if IT turns out good or bad..

Even a stupid reason like that I would believe.. What the hell was I thinking?

But why do I still hold on to something-which-seems-like-nothing?

Because the alternative is worst.

I need an angel... Get me out of this s***..

Project Make-Your-Own-One-And-Only-Cheaper-Scaft-Than-The-One-I-Saw-In-Essendon-With-A-Pink-Owl

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:17:38 GMT

Okay, so the story is I went Essendon last Saturdays with some very funny friends , which we had tons of fun.. And I saw this scaft (no picture though) which is so cute - it's a normal black scaft with a cute pink 'felt' owl.. But it cost $29.90.. And being stingy-new-me, I'm choosing between that scaft and a beanie (which is totally cute as well, it's white and with balls! <-that sounds so wrong..) In the end I bought the beanie thanks to Jean's very good explanation -> that I have no beanie and tons of scaft..

BUT.. Being the greedy-old-me, tons of scaft is not enough.. I miss that pink owl!

Hence, this project is to satisfy my greed..

Materials :

1. Scarf from Temp $12.95 (A bit cheating I know.. Could have made one which is gonna be cheaper, but I am not that patient)
2. Black, White and Pink felt cloth $0.65 each
3. Red Cross-Stitch Thread $1.00
Total Cost : $15.90

Step One :
Think of a motif, MUST BE CUTER THAN OWL..

5% goes to Eevon IF I ever go commercial on this, coz she did give me the idea of a gingerbread man..

Cut out motif on paper

Step Two :
Cut out motif on felt cloth using the paper one and pins.

Step Three :
Sew all bits and pieces onto the scarf. (While watching American Idol, but not during David Cook.. People in US PLEASE VOTE FOR DAVID COOK)

And Taadaaaa~

Cute lil guy and girl..

Hearts..

Trying it on... (My usual model, Zyan is back in KL, so I need to be my own model for the meantime..)

Not to be braggy.. But my scarf is one-and-only! Not like that pink owl which you may see another one on the street anytime.. LOVE IT~

Best part is,

still got so much materials left! Could have made at least 5 more super-cute scarf! Ahaha..

More than just black...

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:40:46 GMT

Check out my new nails...

I always love to paint it black, but now I've added some patterns..

See the matching toes as well...

Close up.. See every nail got different design... (Sorry I've got lousy camera now.. So photos are blurry..)

Looks like I am damn free.. But I've just counted and I got 3 things due next week! Aiks..

Friday, April 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:19:57 GMT

Omg I just need to blog about this...

Loving David Cook..

the voice box!

I can't believe how much I've missed.. I need my weekly dose of American Idol... I need Fox.......

While in the mean time, thank god there is YouTube..

Friday, April 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:04:18 GMT

Friday and me.. Not a good combination..

Is it me or is it Friday? But Friday never fail to get me down..

Eevon Eevon! Come see, I'm being emo! Haha..

Why does second years have sucky timetable? Pracs day on Thursday and Friday.. What a weekend-killer! I want Tuesday and Wednesday to be my pracs day! I want my Friday to end at 12pm, not freaking 5pm. Give me back my first year timetable! And why does the cafe have to close so early? By the time we come out, we can't even buy food, and we are starving after straining our brains for prac session!

Complain complain complain.. Emo emo emo..

People (especially me) are always not contented.. People (especially me) are always thinking about 'what if this...', 'what if that...', 'if only this....' and 'if only that....'.. People (especially me) have got to stop thinking/dreaming.. People (especially me) have gotta learn how to accept things as they are and make the best out of it or people (especially me) will never be happy..

Okay.. Friday is not that bad I hope... 7 hours more til Friday is over... Time to live... (If only there is thing for me to live for..)

Monday, April 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:20:33 GMT

Hearts Burst Into Fire
by Bullet for My Valentine

I'm coming home!
I've been gone for far too long!
Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving
Have I fucked things up again?
I'm dreaming
Too much time without you spent!

It hurts!
Wounds so sore!
Now I'm torn
Now I'm torn

I've been far away
When I see your face
My hearts burst into fire!
Hearts burst into fire!

You're not alone
I know I'm far from home!
Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving
Do you wait for me again?
I'm screaming
No more days that I just spent

It hurts!
Wounds so sore!
Now I'm torn
Now I'm torn

I've been far away
When I see your face
My hearts burst into fire!
Hearts burst into fire!

My bed's so cold, so lonely
No arms, just sheets to hold me

Has this world stop turning?
Are we forever to be apart?
(Forever to be apart)

I'm coming home
I've been gone for too long!
(I'm coming home)
Do you remember me at all?

Do you remember me at all?
I'm leaving
I'm screaming
I'm dreaming

Shall I go?